sick and tired.

sigh. i am repleted with so much burdens. :( all i can do is to cry but to sob this tears is so useless!

BLOGGING THE BLOG!

no wonder that all of this was just an assignment in one of our subjects. AND I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I WROTE ALL THESE STUFFS. though trying to squeeze that brain with a lot of yuckidak! dak! dak! and blah! blah! blah! NEEDS A MASSIVE OF EFFORT. but still FULFILLING :) . I'm not good in writing though..

P.S.
i will miss maam eve grading my blogss :) lol!

when you wish upon a star...

I looked at the dark vast sky. The stars tonight are so bright! That one for me is the most intense! I closed my eyes so deeply… and here I began to whisper and wish. Swash! Swish! Swoosh! And there I started DREAMING.

Never did I understand why dreams are made of. But then I unearth that all of the people can make their castle in the sky. It pushes them to go beyond the limits. It is not a force or a law in science but it’s the one that drives people to attain what life has laid for them.

I have a myriad stars to unfold. It is bursting out the sea! And I never wanted it to be just a fantasy I want to put it to LIFE. Since little all I ever crave for is to have loads of toys for my mother can’t buy me one. I was shallow then. Yet now it is far different… in the future I want to see myself and the whole world happy. No violence but only LOVE shall prevail. What a better world we will have. And someday I want to see me being a great general surgeon --I want to save lives… I want be the change and still continue the leader in me. I want to be a public servant and lend my helping hands to people. I want to live in my own simple house with my family and travel to many places. And most of all I want to live for Gods’ purposes. For he is the center of my everything and he’s my life.

I know I’ll be moving heaven and earth to reach for my reveries. I know I can! And I will! because dreams do come true...

CHANGE: it starts with me.

What will I leave behind to mark that I was able to buy? I don’t want to pass by this life with a small arbitrary. I want to leave a bag of my share. I want to be the transformation of my own country, my own world.

We can’t deny the fact that our nation is indeed facing a lot of problems and yes there’s a whole lot more to come. Poverty, crisis, crimes, phenomenon, name it all! The country holds many burdens. It suffered through the years and continues to endure until now. And here comes our generation. The one that will alter for good for his country. This is our time –our epoch to make a change. I know the significance of this cliche of Jose Rizal will never fade that the youth is the hope of the fatherland. I believe we are the culture of hope and not the culture of spare.

I know, here inside my heart lies a hero. I’m just an average girl with simple dreams but I want to make some thing though I can’t do everything. Being a part of an organization, joining or campaigning good advocacy, reaching out to other students in our school through projects and activities , doing goodness, studying hard is a stepping stone for me to exercise my potentials in becoming the hope of he land. I want to start with these small beginnings because from this is the dawn of that great something. We should break out into our shell; we must have a vision, passion, and an action. Because if we don’t we will never learn. If we don’t, we can never be he change we want to see in this world.

I am a HERO, a young Filipino –the change!

getting there...

I’ve been traveling for so long… And I endeavored doubting if I’m getting there. It deem like I’m stock in here like a bubblegum, and still I try to conjecture if I’m taking the thoroughfare I am right now.

Every single day my mind and conscience attempts to remind me that when rain comes leaves would grow in a dying tree, giving it enough water to sustain its life. Likewise with my life, every time we struggle is another beginning to start with –another journey waits. But never with time, once it had passed by there’s no chance in bringing it back. Yet that’s why God created tomorrow to remind us that there’s still hope.

TLE ICT IV third quarter was indeed fun! Now, I know how to create a Website which I’m curious of when I was a little younger. The frontpage which made the html tags and html images interesting to play with. The attributes and everything gave me a bit of confusion. But all in all TLE ICT IV has been a great companion to this grading.

and i hope i will do again better to the next grading for my days in ISNHS are numbered.

know. no. november...

I need to think more. To hear more. to feel more. And to learn more... Does this month made any sense to me?

As a human existing in this small world called earth I can say that God created me perfectly. But imperfections come as we grow and build the persons within us. It's either we become weak or strong.

Yes, problem comes around. It knocks us down yet as we pass this obstacles we have in life it becomes so easy to stand up the next time we fall. We become the "wise one" when we make mistake and the next time, we do it the right way. It molds us to be wiser and firmer. And now, we can shout to the world that we can face any challenges because-- we are stronger! So true that experience is the best teacher.

This month really gave a sense for me because it has taught me many things. I have learn to let go of someone so important --now i know why our parents try to teach the "close, open" when we were still young for us to understand how to love let go of someone even though it's hard. Another is that i have bear in mind that life is a pencil without a eraser, once you started writing the book of your life you can never erase the mistakes you have made --a lesson to look back and to ponder on. The recollection made me empathize that when all things go down, there's a friend that we can always count on --GOD. Now, I KNOW HOW TO KEEP LOVE REAL it's all because of the seminar we attended that opened my eyes and mind. It's so sad that I have to spend more time far away from the four walls of our classroom because of the so many activities we had and I rarely see my classmates.

But...

The experience I had can never be exchange for golds. Because of this I have reach MATURITY!

I AM STRONG.

CHRISTMAS EVERYDAY?

The atmosphere was replete with joy, the faces of people was painted with glittering glee, and the world was filled with HOPE.

It didn't happen once upon a time, it happen a long time ago in one cold starry night at Bethlehem. Where a baby boy was born who slept in a manger with his father and mother. There were kings who also traveled a long long way just to give gifts and bow down to this child. Angels across the sky came down rejoicing and glorifying the child.

While sitting in the corner the cold breeze embraced and wrapped my whole soul, the mist of the air kissed me. I can see many colorful lights surrounding the city, I can hear those voice singing this songs over and over, I can feel it--It's CHRISTMAS!

I can always remember how my Mom would tell me about this story. Its story is more than that fairy tales depicting about a prince saving his princess nor a myth of something or a tale about spectacle fairies in Magic land. It is something more. Its story is more than special.

The birth of this child named Jesus Christ was the start of everything the incipient of yuletide season. As December approaches we also begin to decorate our homes, put lanterns, Christmas lights, prepare mouth-watering food, expensive gifts for our love ones but is this the true essence of Christmas ?

Well, it seems like the spirit of Christmas is fading. Let us be reminded that the significance of Christmas is to be celebrated not just for a day--but everyday!

It's not about merry making, not about delicious food, not about expensive gifts nor decors. I was was when God sent his only begotten Son Jesus Christ to save us from our sins. The time when we were all enlightened.

Let Christmas be practice everyday from now and then...Spread the good news, Spread goodness, Spread joy and spread the LOVE.

Merry Christmas to you! Merry Christmas tommorow! Merry Christmas to the next days! And Merry Christmas forever!